| dont appologize i hope u choke and die.. |
[Mar. 11th, 2004|07:08 pm] |
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| | blink - "damn it" | ] |
ive been attempting to write for days and once i start i never finish so its pointless.. i juss figured id come and look at this thingie-ma-bob .. im heading into the shower now cause i feel gross ..ew.. okay im done.. ill be back |
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| .. its all we have |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|04:00 pm] |
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| |  irritated | ] |
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| | nirvana - "all apologies" | ] |
hmmph .. idk whts wrong with me.. im like a time bomb or something .. i feel like im gonna explode! - im so agrivated at the world for absolutly no damn reason .. so many things piss me off ... but we'll leave that stuff out
today was exceptionally good. got to go to school late cause the mother was being cool. im angry i havnt drove in a few days. this weekend was pretty cool . . .
Saturday: ..woke up.. shower, and all that good stuff.. haircut .. then the michael came and got me with dave and then we got kaila.. and then we went to the south haven county park and fed the duckies!!!!! .. and played some football .. then we decided to leave and on the way home we were gonna pass the brookhaven animal shelter.. so we decided to stop in there. it was soo sad, all the the little doggies had no homes :\ .. daves gonna try & get one tho .. well then after that we were on a nature kick so we went to the ecology site place.. and walked along the trails there.. it was fun .. thennnn we all went to mikes and played bball .. then we looked up movie times for the jesus movie and was gonna go see tht but it was sold out everywhere for 7 so we got tickets for 945 .. .. then we "breaked" and dropped kaila and dave off .. and we went back to mikes (me and him) .. then we picked them up again for the movie and then saw the movie. ..it was the sadest movie i think ive EVER seen but it was well worth the heartbreak. good flick indeed.
sunday my family was here for mommys bday (leap year).. and well for mine .. and aunt caroles and nanis too .. so that was cool .. i was wth the little girls all day. i love them theyre so adorable .. nicole got me an awesome story of the year tee shirt from the concert. ... thanks nic ur the best!! love ya girl .. and the michael came over for the nite and we played bee-spelled all nite .. its our new fave thing to do
well i gtg .. jackass juss called and hes pickin me up after work in a lil bit .. gotta humanise myself .. byee** <3 |
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| this worlds an ugly place .. but ur so beautiful to me.. <3 |
[Feb. 27th, 2004|05:03 pm] |
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| | nfg - "the goodbye song" | ] |
hmm .. idk whts wrong with me .. im kinda blah. i got 45 minutes to get rdy .. then im going to mikes.. *SuRpRiSe SuRpRiSe* !! .. dont get me wrong.. hes the best and all.. but for some reason the past few nites ive just wanted to stay in my bed all day. but he likes going out. w/e tho .. ill suck it up and deal with it again. . im a lil upset i didnt get my hair cut today ..maybe tomorrow ..who knows .. |
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| your eyes .. they're perfect* |
[Feb. 27th, 2004|02:11 pm] |
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| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | brand new - "moshi moshi" | ] |
well i juss got home from photo the day away. it was very fun .. i enjoyed myself. me and steff took some cool pics together and hung out with alex the whole day .. hes the coolest kid alive - i swear. hes such a sweetheart. we did sum fun developing (nothing big) ..but it was funny. i havnt written in a few days ..things have been hectic. well i got my permit!! .. one wrong! oh yeah.. and dave and mike have been letting me drive.. ive been goin good..except at nite the other nite.. mike and kaila thought i was gonna crash.i couldnt see that great :\ .. o well im over it .. i fell the other nite on the snow coming up my driveway and i hurt myself quite badly :( .. im such a clutz. i was sick yesterday. i came home after school and took a nap and wen i woke up i just felt rly bad. i was histerical ..i couldnt stop coughing and sneezing and i was weezing .. and it was bad. so i didnt go to dance or AYM .. but my baby came over with some carvel & movies. it was a nice surprise. hes the best. so we watched monsters inc <3 <3 (my fave) .. and Now and Then! .. it was fun. he fell asleep for a few min and i juss layed there starring at his adorable face.. then he woke up and was all blah. but we talked for a while.. and eventually he was normal ..well hes never normal but thts besides the point. tonite i hope we go see the jesus movie!!! .. i wanna see it so badly. but i doubt we're gonna go ..who knows. i hope i get to see my steffs tonite tho .. that'll make the day 10 times better!! .. well im off now - need to shower.. then get hair cut.. laterrr* |
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| ...and i won't close my eyes... |
[Feb. 22nd, 2004|09:48 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | thrice - "silhouette" | ] |
hmmm where can i start?.. today has been quite a day lemme tell ya. very very fun, yet quite exhausting. my baby is amazing. theres no one quite like him in the world. we had an interesting day. it started very early .. like one-ish. then we hung around wathced tv..played pool .. sat around .. ate dominos .. wathced under the tuscan sun again.. and billy madisson and happy gilmore like 18 times .. .. the pool table got much use today. it never does. so it feels loved now. teddy was pissin us off so i chucked him across the room and he hit his head. i felt rly bad :\ ..mike didnt care tho .. he hates tht cat. idk wht else much to say..cant rly get into detail rite now. so i think ill go upstairs and get a drink .. then listen to some thrice.. and lay around waiting for mike and steffs to call .. LaTeR** |
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| ..FiNaLLy.. |
[Feb. 21st, 2004|10:45 am] |
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| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bush -"glycerine" | ] |
hi .. well i was too tired to write last nite .. last nite was great. i had alotta fun with my mike.. then me him dave and kaila went to J&R steak house at like 11 .. it was fun. daves a crazy guy. it was cool tho cause he payed for all of us :) :) :)
to my 4 girls (u kno who u are) .. the time finally came!! .. fourths a charm ;) ;) ;) ..!! im so happy.. and dani i know wht u mean now.. it is eventually a good thing after a while!!!! hehe ... but as always .. the aftermath of it sucked. but w/e thats the way it goes.
im very very excited to see LoCaL 5 tonite!!! .. its been a while since ive seen them. i love them. theyre the bestest local band around. and they have the bestest guys in the world who are very very very very talented. ahhh i cant wait! 12 more hrs lol. its gonna be a late nite but its worth it.
danielle juss called.. i gotta go shower & get rdy and whtnot then head over to her house to hang out for a bit and do some work for sexys class. later* |
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| </3 .. <3 .. :) :( .. <3 .. </3 |
[Feb. 20th, 2004|01:08 am] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | story of the year - "in the shadows" | ] |
hmmmm .. im just sitting here.. cant sleep .. too excited for my permit tomorrow!! .. its funny.. me & al are going on the same day.. too bad he lives all the way away from me - otherwise id see him at the DMV. well im juss here.. kinda blank.. waiting to hear from steffs so we can fix her journal .. im feelin a tad bit lonely.. i want my baby .. i barely saw him within the past 2 days.. it makes me sad. i juss wanna hug him and be with him in his arms.. hes the greatest. i rly dont think ill ever find ne one like him ever again. hes definatly something special. well ill stop blabbing now.. and steffs back .. byeee |
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| hmmmph :\ |
[Feb. 19th, 2004|03:33 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | something corporate - "punkrock princess" | ] |
ehhh .. theres absolutly NOTHING to do .. i was just thinkin about how dave let me drive yesterday .. i love dave .. i wanna drive some more!! .. cant wait till tomorrow!!!! ..im soooo boreddd.. steffs at jays.. and will be there all day/nite.. mikes at work .. danielle didnt answer her phone.. ninas in VT .. kates not at her comp .. and ahh no ones around! ..i hate sittin around doing nuthing .. me & doggy are just sitting here.. chillin .. eating tortilla chips and salsa.. listening to some good music.. boring ourselves to death. my grandmas here tho .. shes cleaning or something..i think were gonna go to walmart in a little bit.. that'll pass some time.. who knows .. o well .. |
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[Feb. 19th, 2004|02:54 pm] |
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| | Fuel - "shimmer" | ] |
well after a year and a 1/2 of trying to figure this damn thing out i finally got it! - i figured since every1 else in the damn world has one i mite as well .. and steffs keeps tellin me to make one so we can comment on eachtoher.. so i did! :o) .. im talking to david about their show on saturday .. which i can not wait for!! .. im excited.. i havnt seen L5 in a while.. its gonna be fun
well last nite was quite interesting.. and yet very very amusing and fun. i love my friends :o) .. Brian Noon is the coolest kid ever.. i think i had alittle too much to drink tho cause im not feelin to well today :\ .. thts ok tho ..it was worth it.. we had some fun playing kings .. brian and steff rnt too good at rhyming .. and steffs not that quick with reflexes. .. me and steffs were makin easy mac wen the guys were playin all their musical instruments wen the doorbell rang.. i didnt hear it but steff did and i didnt believe her so i was looking thru the curtains and i didnt see ne thing then all of a sudden i see someones head move and got soo scared and jumped and screamed and spilled all the uncook macaroni on the kitchen floor and steff stood there laughin at me till brian came out and answered the door.. i was freaked out. . a lil after tht me steff and brian were sittin in his bed having a nice deep conversation when eddie came in and ruined it.. but then we tolded him to leave.. and he did cause hes a nice boy .. soon after, starita and tim bradley and a few others came.. they were all playin vice city with dave.. (vice city is my favoritest game ever).. at about 11:20 mike came to get us cause i didnt think dvae was leaving till 12.. mike as well was very "not himself" .. he drove me home first.. then steff.. he walked me to the door cause hes just cute like that (no, actually it was cause i couldnt.. nvm) .. but yea, then i talked to him till he was rdy to pass out .. he was being funny - as always.. and he called me this morning to see how i was feeling and to wish me luck on the permit test .. which i was upset tht i didnt get to go today .. but i wille tomorrow.. well im done! .. bye! :) |
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